I dont like exams

Our school has a councilor to help the students with issues from housing, financing, and just being an ear when they are having a hard time.

Today I got up in the beginning of my afternoon class and sat down in her office and cried for a good two hours.

Nothing terribly traumatic is happening right now.

Melanie (the councilor) assured me that I am perfectly normal, that in fact I am the third person who has done exactly the same thing this week alone.

Among the things I sobbed at Melanie was that I shouldn't be this stressed, there really isn't that much going on, I'm doing well in classes so I shouldn't be stressed out. I'm fucking 40 years old and I should have my shit together. The more we talked about just what is going on in my life the more I realized that perhaps I am not quite as nuts as I thought I was when I walked in to her office.

There is allot going on in my life.
And most of it is stuff that the kids in my class will have no understanding or experience with.

This is not really the place for me to complain about my life, I just ask if I seem a little stressed or weird, understand that there are a few things going on right now.