Hurry Up and Wait.

Last week It looked like things where picking up at my "main job". This week (thus far I've had one client) sucks - I don't think any thing else is lined up for this week.

I left my job at the jym for another position (because of lack of work) at a small spa. Its been a week and a half at the spa and I have had one client.

I have a surgery and a course coming up in January and so it would be in my best interest to wait until after that is done to start looking, but part of me wants for just bail now.

I've spent six hundred dollars on creating a mailing and purchasing stamps and envelopes. I am irritated at the lack of progress, and I know that my frustration is being fed by stress about this upcoming surgery, weird drugs I'm going to be put on, and stress that the Hagis is going through at work.

I should be calmer and I shouldn't make any moves before the new year. Some things are easier said than done.